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Sunday, November 12, 2006
Dirty little secret....
I figured I would post 100 of my dirty little secrets, facts, and things about me. Just for laughs. Really for my own record.

  1. I hate onions, but use them to cook a lot.
  2. I have a lot of moles (or beauty marks). They're allover the place!
  3. I love purses. But don't buy them as often as I used to.
  4. I have too much makeup, but I want more.
  5. I adore Stephen King's books.

  6. I never wanted kids. But I had one.
  7. I never wanted to be married. But I did it.
  8. I didn't want a divorce. But I did it.
  9. I hate sweet and meat together. As in mince meat pie. Yuck!
  10. I thought I would go to college before I was 22.

  11. I used to suffer from anorexia nervosa. I still want to lapse back into it. I did when I was getting divorced. I blamed my 40 lb weight loss on stomach issues.
  12. I did a lot of drugs to forget my problems.
  13. I used to drink to forget my problems.
  14. I collect Snoopy stuff. Have since I was 5.
  15. I get excited over cleaning commercials.

  16. I was a constant drunk dialer. But I don't drink like that anymore.
  17. I puked in Johnny's car. Twice. And he was still my friend.
  18. I am no longer allowed in Adam's Morgan.
  19. I have always had GM vehicles.
  20. I have 3 tattoos.

  21. I want a sleeve. Of what? I don't know.
  22. I hate people who shave off their eyebrows. It scares me.
  23. I have a lot of pictures of randomn things.
  24. I wanted to be a photographer.
  25. I gave up drawing, because my brother was better at it.

  26. I have 4 brothers, and 1 sister.
  27. I only keep in touch with 2 brothers and my sister.
  28. I get jealous easily.
  29. I have eternal patience with other people's kids.
  30. I lack patience with my own.

  31. I like to sing karaoke. But I suck at it.
  32. I ♥ cheez-its.
  33. I'm always cold. If it's not at least 78. I am cold.
  34. My favorite colors are pink and green.
  35. I can't live without coffee in the morning. It will just make me grumpy.

  36. I always try to prepare for the worst.
  37. I was a tomboy up until high school. Then I discovered boys.
  38. I was a band nerd.
  39. I was a cheerleader, on the dance team, and the mascot in high school. I loved being the mascot the most.
  40. I feel depressed when things are unorganized.

  41. My favorite holiday is Valentine's Day. My kitchen is decorated in hearts, and in red and white.
  42. My favorite flowers are roses and lilies.
  43. I hate people who are late.
  44. I hate bad drivers.
  45. I used to think I was in love with someone. But I wasn't. He manipulated me to think that I was dependent of him.

  46. I get scared when I look in RC's eyes sometimes. I feel like I can dip in them.
  47. My son's voice is so adorable. It is one of my favorite sounds in the world.
  48. I think I will look into being a makeup artist when I done with the army.
  49. I hate telling people what I do. Since they judge.
  50. My thoughts are endless. I wish I could take a vacation from my head.

  51. I cry during makeover shows, and almost any touching movie. But I can't cry freely.
  52. I am so worried about my future. I hate not having control.
  53. I wish I could run off and just marry RC already. But then I worry things will change.
  54. I have a lot of nicknames.
  55. I hated my XH most days. I would watch him sleep as I stayed up with my sick baby, and think of how to smother him. And if I could get away with it.

  56. I can't believe I married him. But I learned so much.
  57. I haven't gotten in trouble with the law since I was 17.
  58. I used to work as a personal shopper/assistant for an escort service. I would set up dates, for really rich lonely men, set up the hotels, and buy outfits for the escorts. I would take home about $2,000 a week. I was making more then, than I do now.
  59. I still have old letters from friends.
  60. I collect small things that remind me of my life. They are very meaningful to me.

  61. I used to be very catholic. But now, I am leaning towards agnostic. I got tired of praying to something I wasn't sure was there.
  62. I feel a lot of guilt.
  63. My mother always reminded me how much she wished she had had an abortion instead of having me.
  64. I am severly in debt. Thanks, mom!
  65. I used to date someone for free drugs.

  66. I work out, not because it feels good, but in hopes that I will be thin again.
  67. I usually ignore my health problems until they are so bad that I can't function.
  68. I ♥ hoodies.
  69. I love flip flops. They are the best thing ever!
  70. I am NOT a morning person before coffee.

  71. I love being kissed on my neck and forehead.
  72. I wish I was a better writer.
  73. I love to sleep. I need at least 9 hours to feel good the next day. But I prefer 12!
  74. I got my first kiss when I was 13. Yeah.
  75. My first kiss dumped me for my best friend. Yeah.

  76. My best friend and I, used to live accross the street and get our kids together and get drunk. WE would bitch about our shitty lives. And how we got so off course.
  77. I always worry that no one will like how I cook. But I try to act non-chalant when things come out badly.
  78. I like to dye my hair. A lot.
  79. I hate how I look in pictures.
  80. I ♥ scented candles. I got a real weird thing about smells.

  81. I once broke up with someone because he hung up on me. Twice.
  82. I also broke up with someone because he had ugly and nasty feet.
  83. I lost my virginity a week before my 16th b-day. I can't remember his name. But I can remember how bad he smelled.
  84. Having sex does not end an argument for me. It just makes me feel better.
  85. I hate talking about my feelings. I hate putting that burden on others.

  86. I take the time to notice little things about everything.
  87. The first things I notice about people are their hands and eyes.
  88. I can't eat something that is too close to the expiration date. I get worried I will get food poisoning.
  89. I remember every pet I have ever had.
  90. One time, my brother found an almost dead bird. He told me to throw it up in the air to see if it would fly. It didn't and it fell to ground and died. They called me bird killer for a year. And my brother would pull on my feet when I was sleeping and say it was the bird.

  91. I used to think Freddy Krueger was going to kill me.
  92. I read all the time in junior high. It was the only thing that excited me.
  93. I am really clumsy.
  94. I love to decorate.
  95. I have a bright orange bathroom.

  96. I once threw up ramen noodles. That was not a good experience.
  97. I have to have a thick blanket when I sleep. And a lot of pillows.
  98. When I was little there was a white boy in my school. I had a crush on him. Since him, I have always had a thing for tall skinny white boys.
  99. My favorite video game used to be Tekken or Soul Caliber.
  100. I think I fell in love when I first laid eyes on RC during our change of command ceremony. He was standing there chatting up people in his white uniform. I glanced over, but looked away because I was too shy to make eye contact.
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